Whoa whoa whoa, look who’s there! The girl who has no appropriate excuses for neglecting her blog for so long…
Okay, we spent July in Ukraine and that time was dedicated to having fun with family and friends (and some doctors and beauty appointments in between). But August, September AND October?! You freaking kidding me, that’s A LOT of days!
If I’m being completely honest with you (not that I wasn’t before), in summer I hit the lowest low of self-esteem. A kind of “my photography sucks, I cannot invent my own recipes, my thighs are fluffy” low. So I spent my days reading books, watching YouTube videos and wallowing into my existential crisis like a mammal.
Not very appealing picture, right? But at least some books I read were great! 🙂
For my old friends it might sound crazy that I now have an anxiety before going to social events. Or that for the most part I don’t feel confident or beautiful or enough. And the list goes on and it scares the shit out of me, because it wasn’t like that before! But I guess moving overseas, changing careers and who knows what else left their trace on me.
So these days I’m working on piecing myself together. I’m not talking about huge stuff here, it’s small steps like waking up earlier and writing down a plan for the day, or recording an insta story with me talking on camera (freaks me out!), or pouring my heart out to you.
And I want to THANK YOU for being here and spending your precious time reading this blog. For every comment that you left or wanted to leave, please know I appreciate you a lot! You’re a wonderful human being and you deserve all the best in life — like, say, this zucchini bread 🙂 I love you!